sometimes when you haven’t cleaned in so long or even when you’re moving and you get to that point where you just want to throw everything away and start over, get new stuff. the past six months have been so different than the stagnant prior three years of my life. There are so many things I’ve been avoiding, so many people I miss, so many things I’m out of touch with that I don’t even know where to begin and it weighs down so heavy on me.